Thursday, November 13, 2014
My father and my youngest son were both born on November 13. Thirteen is considered unlucky, even in Thailand. There is no 13th floor in my building, only a 12 and a 12A. Dad was born on a Friday and always considered Friday the 13th in whatever month to be lucky for him. My youngest son was spared that decision by being born on a Saturday.
And yet...he is still my son. And I think about him every November 13th. Today he turns 32. I don't know where he is or what he's doing. My relationships with my ex-wife and my daughter have likewise soured. Sometimes I wonder why I could not create the close intimacy with my kids that my friend Jerry has with his son and daughter. They accept his outrageously deviant behavior here in Thailand far away from their families in California and Washington. My closest friend Peter, who died of prostate cancer ten years ago, was an incredible father and I tried to emulate him without success. His three children all flourished under his love. Both my youngest son and daughter have struggled with their paths in life and I don't know how much is due to my poor parenting. But it's what I've got and I have to accept it. Happy birthday, dad, son.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
People disagreeing on all just about everything, yeah
Makes you stop and all wonder why
Why only yesterday I saw somebody on the street
Who just couldn’t help but cry
Oh, this ol’ river keeps on rollin’, though
No matter what gets in the way and which way the wind does blow
And as long as it does I’ll just sit here
And watch the river flow
Bob Dylan, "Watching the River Flow"
All things end in the Tao
As rivers flow into the sea
Tao Te Ching (Stephen Mitchell, trans.)
|Rama VIII Bridge can be seen from my window|
|Wheel at Asiatique|
|Looking down on Saphan Taksin|
|With Ajahn Golf and our graduate students|
|Rama VIII Park|
And there's this magnificent song about the flowing of the river.
Monday, August 25, 2014
Our little boy is four years old and quite a little man
So we spell out the words we don't want him to understand
"D-I-V-O-R-C-E," by Bobby Braddock and Curly Putnam
Growing up in Southern California in the 1950's, none of the boys I knew gave a moment's thought to the possibilities of marriage and raising children. Unlike the girls playing family with their dolls and dreaming of a white wedding dress, our concern was how NOT to have kids. It was before the pill when coat hanger abortions were common and dangerous. Many of us carried around a condom in our wallet, and its outline could be seen long before we had the opportunity to use one. Horror stories about flawed rubbers were exchanged over the lunchroom table in school.
Sex and Marriage. I consented to calm my first wife's hysteria about the possibility of my leaving. And when I finally walked out the door (or rather was locked out late one night), I left my two young boys behind, telling myself that she would kills herself if I took them away from her. I had sufficient reason for leaving from the confession she taped to the TV set before I came home one night that told of multiple affairs -- with her best friend's husband, several next door neighbors, a number of one-night stands with strangers, and my brother's friend whose hair she offered to cut. Strangely enough, we had a reconciliation of sorts for three weeks until the night I came home drunk to find I was unable to open the door (it was only because of a wind storm which I misinterpreted, but took it as a sign). But, truth be told, I left to get my freedom from marriage and from my family.
This song is for my boys and I, and my father as well.
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Love and marriage, love and marriage,
Go together like a horse and carriage
I've only been married three times, and the half dozen or so serious relationships I've had over a long life never made it to the engagement stage. Was Sinatra ever a model for me, more so than Hugh Hefner, the guru of Playboy? Someone once told me I looked like Old Blue-Eyes and I did not take it as a compliment. Or maybe they said I resembled Humphrey Bogart. The mind plays tricks at this age.
Conveniently, my father's cousin who lived in Marin County was an Episcopal priest. Years earlier my family had visited him in Tucson where his wife's hefty inheritance maintained their country-club lifestyle. But in his mature years he saw the light, turned his back on a mediocre sales career and became a man of the cloth. During a "fish-in" for native fishing rights near Tacoma, Washington, he was arrested with Marlon Brando. At Grace Cathedral in San Francisco, he was assistant canon to the noted liberal Bishop James Pike. Who better to marry us?
Contrary to the dreams of teenage boys, marriage does not guarantee a steady diet of sex. I think I realized this not that long before the woman I had been sleeping with became my wife. Six months earlier I had been living in the lonely isolation of a basement room in an Italian lady's house on Leroy Street in Greenwich Village. Intent on a writer's life, the only outlet I found was to type passionate love letters to the woman I'd met at my going-away party in Pasadena. We spent the night talking before my train left for the east, and during the cold New York winter I imagined her to be my muse.
I learned everything I know about sex during furtive discussions at the back table with other 8th grade boys in the lunchroom at our junior high school. Vaginas, one aspiring physiologist told us, took time to move from the lower stomach of a girl down to between her legs. If you want to get her excited, blow in her ear. But not too hard. Watch out for braces which could be dangerous. Girls that disappear (and there were a few) got pregnant and had to go away to have the baby. Run round the bases as fast as you can, from kissing to fucking. But in those early days all kinds of sex was equally imaginary.
Girls played with dolls and engaged in extended foreplay over weddings and marriages and babies. In my experience, boys never aspired to marry and raise a family. It was simply not one of the choices we imagined for the future. The models presented to us on television, in the movies, and in our own homes, of marriage were not appealing. I wanted to be a movie actor, a musician, or a famous writer, but never did the thought of being a husband cross my mind. If anything, it was the consolation prize in a life that failed to live up to one's expectations.
Monday, August 11, 2014
I have seen this tattooed hand through a ship port-hole,
Steaming on the watery main through the waves so cold,
Heard his tinkling banjo and his voice so grand
But you must come to Belgium to shake the tattooed hand
Donovan, "Epistle to Derroll"
On a snowy night in early 1965 my pregnant wife and I crossed the English Channel in search of the legendary banjoman, Derroll Adams. I was writing a story about Jack Elliott and needed his help. Elliott and Adams had combined their voices and stringed instruments together in the late 1950's to spread American folk and country music throughout England and on the continent, leaving a slew of guitar and banjo disciples in their wake. Elliott eventually returned to the U.S. where he consolidated his reputation as a unique performer, but Adams had stayed behind. His memories of their time together were important for my story.
We checked into a hotel and left a message at the Cafe Welkum just off the Grand Place in Brussels and that evening he came to get us. Tall and lanky, with a smooth gravely voice that could melt the coldest heart, Derroll regaled us with stories that went far beyond his adventurers with Jack and his spotty musical career. In the company of a couple of other singers, we traveled around the city that night from bar to bar, where they sang their songs for drinks and tips.
My story about Jack appeared in Sing Out! in 1966 (reprinted as a blog post here). Not long after our son was born, Derroll showed up at the door of our London flat. He looked terrible and was suffering from the DTs. He'd been asked to leave Belgium after a series of misadventures resulting from an excess of drink. We offered him our couch while he tried to sort out his next moves. During the several months he stayed with us, I tried to help him get back on his feet. Before long he found a few folk clubs that would give him work so long as he behaved. I told him about Donovan, a young singer I'd met at rehearsals for the TV show "Ready, Steady, Go," and Derroll soon got together with him, giving Don a direct line past the Dylan he'd been imitating to the original for both, Woody Guthrie whom Derroll had known in California. Derroll, Donovan and Dylan can be seen together in a scene from Dylan's film s"Don't Look Back." Derroll, unfortunately, is obviously drunk.
While Derroll was living with us, I took the opportunity to talk with him about his life. Drunk or sober, no one could tell a more fascinating story. Were they all true? Mostly. I put my notes together for Sing Out! and the article was published in the December/November 1967 issue after we had returned to the United States. I have reprinted it below.
In 1972, after a few disastrous career decisions, I grabbed a fist-full of credit cards and took my family to Europe in an attempt to duplicate the success I'd had as a journalist in the 1960s. When nothing immediately materialized, we crossed the channel to visit Derroll in Antwerp. Since last seeing him, he'd met the amazing Danny Levy who had helped him to turn his life around. There was lots of work and plenty of adoring fans who loved his laid-back banjo style and the songs and stories that connected his own experience with traditional music in the U.S. Derroll had been invited to play a folk festival in Geneva and we decided to tag along, thanks to my ample credit. After a flight to Lyon, we rented a car and drove south to visit Derroll's ex-wife Izzy and their two children who were living on a farm in Ardeche. From there we drove through Van Gough country and along the Riviera, stopping in San Tropez for lunch. Spending the night in Nice, we flew the next day to Switzerland for the festival. I was pleased to see Derroll so happy and productive.
Working in the music business in the mid-1970s, I found myself at a party one night talking with John Stewart. I knew that Stewart while a member of the Kingston Trio had recorded Derroll's song, "Portland Town," and claimed copyright to it. He said he came across the song in Sing Out! and assumed it was in the public domain, a rather lame excuse I thought. I wondered whether there were any royalties. Stewart told me he had sold the copyright to a Mafia-controlled music publishing company and that getting any money out of them for Derroll would be difficult. (An interesting account of this can be found here.)
Four years later, Donovan invited Derroll to join him for three dates in the U.S., at clubs in New York, Los Angeles and San Francisco. It was his first visit back to the states and he was looking forward to getting together with his far-flung family in the northwest. Danny looked after their young daughter Rebecca. We joined them in Los Angeles where they played the Rainbow and in San Francisco at the Boarding House where Jack Elliott got together again with his old partner. And they stayed with us for a few days at our cabin in the Santa Cruz Mountains.
I'm sorry to say that this was my last contact with Derroll. It was the 1970s and men and women's liberation was the cultural norm in the left coastal California city where I lived. All his life Derroll had found people to pick up the pieces from the messes he had created who would forgive him because of the unique and talented performer that he was. My new wife and I were trying to live an egalitarian life style and I found myself critical of Derroll because of his dependency on Danny and his seeming helplessness outside of anything but his music.
Derroll died in 2000. On a trip to Europe in 2005 I went to Antwerp and spent the night in the two-storey house in shared with Danny, sleeping on the floor in his art studio. His art was amazing. I'd seen nothing of this side of him during our earlier meetings. I was also happy to learn of how fruitful and celebrated his final years in Belgium had been. There is a very good web site about Derroll's life here, and much of his music is now available on YouTube.
The banjo player from Portland leaves a legacy that will not be forgotten. Here is my story from his early years.
The story of Derroll Adams could begin with the year he arrived in Los Angeles with his banjo in the early 1950's and met up with a group of younger, unknown singers of folk music; among them Odetta, Guy Carawan and Frank Hamilton. His mist important friend for the story would be Jack Elliott, for Jack and he became "rambling buddies." But because Derroll has been an expatriate in Europe since 1957, he is little know in America and his reputation in the U.S. has been made by the singers he met in California, and by the people who have heard him and played with him in Brussels and London. This reputation, for one who has never met him or heard the records he recorded with Jack in London and Milan, takes the appearance of a legend. He is a banjo player and singer in the tradition of Bascom Lamar Lunsford, a creative musician who has evolved and extremely personal style firmly rooted in country music. He is also an eccentric iconoclast, an unusual character whose life dwarfs the creations in two-dimensional beatnik fiction.
This life, with its heightened pleasures and tragedy, began long before he made his way to Los Angeles where he became part of the World Folk Artists group. But because his life has provided the platform for his music, which concerns us here, his story must begin earlier.
Derroll Lerwis Thompson was born in Portland, Oregon the day after Thanksgiving in 1925, to Gertrude Tompson, whose ancestors had come to the northwest by covered wagon from Arkansas, and her husband Tom, an ex-vaudeville juggler from Marine who carved tombstones when he wasn't drunk. His mother had been reading an adventure story about a Captain Derroll just before his birth. She left Tom because of his drinking and married Jack Glenn, a truck driver. But Jack beat Derroll with his belt buckle and she left him. George Adams as a tenant in the house where she went to live with Derroll and her mother. Adams, a salesman and inventor in his spare time from Takoma, Washington, gave Derroll eight pennies for some candy and the small boy persuaded his mother that here was a likely father prospect. They were married and Derroll took his surname.
Much of Derroll's childhood was spent in the back seat of a car. His step-father, after studying civil engineering at night school, got a job on the Bonneville Dam power line. He took his family with him and when not working they hired themselves out as fruit pickers throughout the northwest. although Derroll's parents were not musical, the car radio was always turned on and they liked to listen to "Grand Ole Opry." Derroll fell in love with the sound of a banjo. "Although I'd never seen one before," he said, "I figured out that it must have five strings." In the orchards he listened to the other pickers sing, and his mother bought him a harmonica so he could make his own music.
As a child, Derroll thought he would like to be an airplane pilot or a criminal lawyer. He also loved cowboys. Film star Buck Jones as his hero, as well as Lefty Carson, an ex-cowboy who worked in a Portland clothing store in full-dress. Kids at school called Derroll "Tex" because he wore cowboy clothes. On a fruit-picking trip he acquired the habit of chewing tobacco from some retired farmers outside a feed store. Perhaps he had his father's vaudeville blood, because he loved to tell stories in front of his school class about his family's travels, making true facts funny rather than inventing tall yarns. He took part in school plays, once as Lincoln, and he imagined himself to be Maurice Chevalier. "I used to juggle money in my pocket, just like he did, kiss women's hands, and dance down the street."
|Jack and Derroll|
when the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor, Derroll was sixteen and a typical adolescent who was sick of home and in need of adventure. Lying about his age, he joined the Army. But his absence was reported to the police and broadcast over the radio. George Adams was summoned but agreed to let him stay. Instead of overseas adventure, Derroll laid mines of the Pacific coast from a converted ferry. Unexpectedly, he was give a minority discharge after five months and sent home. within the year, he married a school classmate and joined the Coast Guard in San Francisco. There he was assigned to naval landing force and trained in judo, deep-sea diving, bayoneting and knife fighting. His destroyer was going overseas when its main shaft broke and the shift headed back for coast duty.
In the Navy Derroll shaved his head (they called him "moon") and began wearing an ear ring. Although he spent much of his time with sailors from the south, playing his harmonica with them and learning their songs, he hated the Navy. Constant calls to battle stations made him nervous and the teasing by his shipmates because of his religious beliefs brought him to the edge of a nervous breakdown and finally pushed him over. "My mother believed in Unity and faith healing," he explained, "and I used to keep pin-up pictures of Jesus in our car. Once I healed an old woman by praying with her. I told people I thought that God was love and everywhere, and that there wasn't any heaven or hell, and they laughed at me." One night, Derroll took a knife and went after a lieutenant who was particularly cruel. He was stopped in time but was sent to the hospital on Treasure Island in San Francisco. Once there he found he couldn't remember what bothered him and his illness was diagnosed as "psychoneurosis anxiety."
"The war reduced me," Derroll said. "I realized that I had to go out and kill people, and that I might die. We didn't do any fighting, but we always had to be prepared, and the tension was terrible. I became afraid of everything. Before the war I'd lived in a cozy niche, believing everything anybody told me. But he war made me feel that the world was full of lies."
Derroll told the doctors that he wanted to do nothing else but grow flowers and paint pictures, so they released him with instructions to take it easy for a year and "learn to laugh." He returned to Portland, became a father for the first time, and enrolled at Museum Art School, an extension of Reed College. "I'd decided to be an art teacher and teach the eskimos," he said.
|Derroll and Pete Seeger|
Derroll studied other things as well as art. He joined the Vedanta Society, tried various drugs, kept his ear ring and grew a beard, joined the Progressive Party to campaign for Henry Wallace, and held Marxist classes at his studio. Most of his time was taken up with the banjo, an ancient instrument which his mother had bought from a blind lady to cheer him up on his return home. the first professional singer he heard was Josh White, at a college concert, and he listened to records by bluegrass groups and the Carter Family, as well as by Burl Ives, Roy Acuff, Pete Seeger, Cousin Emmy, Woody Guthrie, Bascom Lunsford, Cisco Houston, Doc Boggs and Buell Kazee. "I guess I was the first banjo-playing folk singer in Oregon," Derroll said. "I didn't know how to tune the thing and had to invent my own way. At first I sang the country songs I'd heard when I was younger, but later I learned labor songs like Jim Garland's 'I Don't Want your Millions, Mister,' and a parady of 'Little Brown Jung.' I went around the state and sang in the grange halls for Wallace."
Pete Seeger's was Derroll's first live influence on the banjo. At a party after a concert (where Seeger "wowed" Derroll with his music), Seeger borrowed Derroll's banjo to play. "There was a crowd of wonderful people there," Seeger said, "and I remember having to retune Derroll's banjo." Seeger told Derroll that Garland, the ex-miner from Kentucky and singer of labor songs, had a broom factory in Washington.
"I went up to see Jim a couple of days later," Derroll said. "We became good friends and sang around the area for Wallace together. He was a political hero for me because he'd been at the Coal Creek strike. I remember him telling about his sister, Aunt Molly Jackson, who 'sure was a marryin' woman,' he said. He didn't like my favorite singer, cousin Emmy. He said: 'Just because she's got a bad voice, that doesn't mean she's any good.' One summer I was hurt in a logging accident and stayed with Jim until I got better. He gave me a job at his factory, which made brooms to be sold by eh blind, and told everybody I was a disabled veteran."
Derroll had separated from his first wife, married again, became a father for the second and third time, and parted from her. He was jailed on a false charge of non-support but released on probation because of his illness in the service. He found that most of his friends, particularly his political comrades, had turned against him, with a "serves him right" cold- shoulder. So with his third wife he left Oregon for Mexico to study art at the university. when they arrived in San Diego they discovered she was pregnant and there they remained.
"We were on a health food kick then," said Derroll, "and decided to live on the beach, close to the soil so the baby could absorb the good rays from the earth. We found a strip of vacant sand just north of Del Mar and set up our tent. Pretty soon some of the race track crew settled there and we had a regular little village." Derroll first worked as a spray painter for Lockheed, after that as a dish washer, and later on a construction crew.
One night, after seeing "The Thing" at a local theater, they stopped at a spiritualist church on the way home, were told some startingly accurate facts, and became interested in the subject. "Just for fun, we decided to hold a seance on the beach to see if we could fool some people. I was the medium and tried to think like a medium would think. To my surprise and horror, I found out that most of the things I said were right. One man said to me: 'What kind of a monster are you?'" Derroll's occult powers continued for several years until he tried to prove himself to his skeptic mother-in-law and they vanished.
While living in a trailer camp at Carlsbad one Christmas during the Korean War, Derroll was hired by a taxi company to drive seven Marines back east for the holiday. "One night in Texas, going 120 miles an hour, the car's light went out. But we survived the crash with only a few bruises," he said. "The end of the trip was in Tampa, Florida, where the hotel I stayed at turned out to be a whore house. On the way back, we were almost arrested in Alabama because it was illegal to ferry people across the country without a special license. But I told the police I was driving wounded Marines and they let me go. I made five hundred dollars for that trip and it allowed us to move to Los Angeles.
Derroll, then a father for the fourth time, worked at a succession of jobs, finally as head truck driver for Max Factor. But he wasn't much of a testiment for cosmetics, with his sandals, long hair and ear ring. His face looked remarkably like Van Heflin's. Derroll's partner on the truck was Sid Berman and one day Berman was surprised to hear him whistling "Pretty Polly." "He asked me if I knew anymore," Derroll said, "and I told him, hell yah, and I play banjo to boot."
"Berman brought Derroll up to meet us," said singer Weston Gavin. "We were a group of teenagers and people in their middle 20s who were interested in folk music and had organized World Folk Artists, a booking agency and guild. Herbie Cohen helped run it with me and our entertainers included Frank Hamilton, Odetta, Jo Mapes and Guy Caraway. Derroll was different from the rest. He was older, a painter, and didn't seem to be involved in politics, like we were. He had a growling voice like Lunsford and played his banjo very simply, like an old man looking back over a spent existence with a mild eye. He was like a gentle man who's hatting with you and at the same time wondering how he'd pay his rent. And at that time Derroll was reading The Journal of Albion Moonlight by Kenneth Patchen while we were stuck on Grapes of Wrath."
|Derroll & Jack in London|
Derroll moved his family to Topanga Canyon not far from Will Geer, who as "the Santa Clause of the L.A. folk scene," according to Gavin. He became a father for the fifth and sixth time. Lord and Lady Buckley, and Bess and Butch Hawes were a part of the Topanga Canyon group, and it was at Geer's house that Derroll first met Jack Elliott, borrowing Bess' banjo to play a duet on "Muleskinner Blues." Woody Guthrie showed up for a short while and everyone helped him clear land in "Pretty Polly" canyon to build a cabin that was never finished. There Derroll also met James Dean and Cisco Houston.
|Jack and Derroll in Paris|
Those were productive years for Derroll. He sang at concerts with the WFA; painted pornographic miniatures; studied Zen and Yoga; composed stories for children about "Pony Bill Derroll," a Bunyanesque character with huge six-shooters he could have draw out of their holsters; and recoded his banjo for the Elmer Bernstein soundtrack of "Durango," a western film starring the late Jeff Chandler. It was at this time that he wrote "Portland Town," his most famous song. "I got the idea when I was living on the beach. There was an old couple whose only son had been killed in Korea and I sympathized with them because I had left three children in Oregon I would never see again. Finally the music came to me and I sang the song for Herbie Cohen and Frank Hamilton." Jack Elliott and Derroll had become good friends, singing together and taking trips up and down the west coast together. But Jack met June, married (Derroll was best man and sang "Rich and ambling Boys" at the wedding), and left for Europe. Derroll got a job as a preacher. "I met someone who owned several faith-healing churches. there was supposed to be a master church but it didn't exist. I was hired as 'Dr. Adams' from the master church, and I spoke on Sundays, usually for five minutes at ten dollars a minute. But I always spoke the truth. I never talked about God. I think I helped the people and they always used to come up afterwards and shake my hand."
One afternoon, Derroll went to see "An American in Paris" and, "I knew I would see Paris soon," he said. Several days later he received a letter from June Elliott asking him to join her and Jack in England, all expenses paid. Derroll, who was separated from his wife and children, arrived in New York just before the ship. left.
"I was on the same ship with Big Bill Broonzy, but he was in first class and I never saw him" Derroll said. "I met up with a Gaelic-speaking sailor from the Outer Hebrides and a cockney chap from London and we terrorized the ship. I had holes in my pants and no underwear. The people thought I was a movie star because nobody else could look that odd. I sang hillbilly songs with a girl from Texas who played the guitar and one man seriously said he was surprised that I didn't recite Shakespeare."
Shortly after he arrived, Derroll and Jack were booked for a long engagement at the posh Blue Angel night club in London. They lived in a broken-down tenament called the "Yellow Door" with Lionel Bart, who later wrote "Oliver," and Scots singer Alex Campbell, who became Derroll's protege on the banjo. They recorded for Topic in London, and Jack, June and Derroll toured Europe, street singing, and spent the summer in Portofino. After recorded in Milan, they separated. Derroll ended up on his knees in a Catholic church in Pompeii, "my banjo broke, sick and hungry." Somehow he got to Rome where a prostitute bought him food and got him a hotel room. A magazine wrote a story about the "cowboy" and he appeared on television. Back in Paris, he met and married the daughter of an aristocrat who was also a baron and mayor of his village. Derroll and his new wife, Isabelle, were forced to leave France by her family and went to Brussels. Because Isabelle had decorated windows for Dior, they set up a decorating business for high couturier fashion shops and within a few years were considered to be one of the best in all Europe in their field.
|Outside the Cafe Welkum|
Their business thriving, Derroll gave up playing the banjo professionally, except at the World's I was tired of bumming and scrounging around on the road. The banjo hadn't given me any peace. It was always the banjo, never Derroll. Several times in the past I'd smashed my banjo for that reason. When I was a kid I wanted to be in show business, but after the war I was too afraid of people, of failure. In Los Angeles, I used to throw up before a performance because I was so scared. But whenever I'm scared of something, I have to keep trying. when we were successful in Brussels, though, I didn't need to try any more." For six years, Derroll was a "back porch musician," only playing the banjo at home or occasionally at the Cafe Welkom on a tiny street in the old quarter of the city. "After all, all of us do our best picking at home." Once he consented to play on television, in a review of the events of the past year. He became a father for the seventh and eighth time. "I love Brussels," he said, "and really think of myself as a Belgian."
But his business failed and his marriage broke up. Derroll bought a new banjo last year and came to London where he was welcomed as a prodigal son. During the years in Brussels, many folk singers had passed through to meet Derroll. One couple, Colin Wilke and Shirley Hart, carried Derroll's stories and "Portland Street" throughout England and Europe, creating a legend for him. Derroll toured the British clubs and played in concerts, and he recorded a record for a London company. But the LP has never been released. Executives at the company refused to beieve that lDerroll, with his cowboy hat, hip talk, beard and ear ring, was for real. "He must be a phoney," they reasoned.
|Donovan and Derroll|
There is no end to this story. After the long retirement, Derroll is playing his banjo again in top form. Although he would prefer to live on the farm he and Isabelle bought in the south of France, "sitting and thinking," he realizes at the age of forty that playing the banjo is the only way he can make a liing. "And I know now that I do have something to say. It boils down to just 'love one another,' and I think people are listening. Last year he met Donovan, the British heir to Dylan's throne, and the two struck up a close friendship. Frequently seen in the neighborthood of Denmark Street, London's Tin Pan Alley, in his boots and cowboy hat, Derroll knows all the pop entertainers and they think highly of him. "People who argue about the purity of folk music sicken me," he said. "I don't believe you should sing a five-hundred-year-old song the way it was first sung. I've always liked all kinds of music; country, even world war one songs, and pop music. Most of the folk kiddies today have pop records at home. I believe it's inevitable that pop and folk music will come together.
Pete Singer believes "Derroll is the modern urban equivalent of the old-fashioned mountain man who lived off in his cabin the way he wanted to, making the kind of music he liked and saying, the heck with the rest of the world. There's a kind of stubborn honesty here which people admire and it's no wonder that Derroll Adams has become something of a legend while he's still a young man."
|Derroll and Danny|
Not all people admire Derroll's stubborn honesty. Several clubs in the north of england have banned him beause he swore on stage at a performance. And the legend illuminates only the glamorous features of Derroll's life, ignoring the unpleasant products of hard living, his trafic marriages, fatherless children, and his long fight with alcoholism. "One of these days I think I'll write a song about drinking," he said. "People put alcoholics down and they shouldn't because it will only make them worse. I think alcoholics should be helped not to worry about their problem. They should only be encouraged to keep on fighting."
Derroll's music career seems long, hard and complicated. But to Derroll, only one thing need be said. "I've always loved the banjo, loved the sound of it, loved to play it. and when I play, whether to myself or before an audience, I always play with my heart, soul and body."
Derroll sings "Portland Town" in 1973